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Monday, December 08, 2008

7th of December

Tonight, on the 7th of December, 2008

I re-understand myself

Each time when I knew more

I recognize my super-ego comes closer to my ego

This time, I could feel, there is inevitably a dramatic change

and ... ... ...

Which will win?

Rational, moral thoughts  Vs  Self emotion

What will happen?

This three months gives me a valuable time

to think,

to condense,

to settle,

time steps towards the end with a clearer answer

horror,

guilty,

sorrow,

all over my mind

 

Confuse

 


Sunday, August 19, 2007

 

I can't sleep.

I feel something big to me's gonna happen.

Neither good or bad sense though it still made me awake.

 

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p.s. Finally, I have a motorbike... Honda small sheep 125 c.c.

       I flew it with a speed 93km/h today in Tolo Highway.

      and inevitably, I was killed by two ladies after.

 


Sunday, June 24, 2007


When I visit my friends' diaries,

I realize many of them are reviewing their past

especially those who are going to graduate from college or university.

Is it common to review or conclude oneself's past when one has to change?

change his character, his working place, his hometown or his carrer?

Nearly all are afraid of leaving their studies

'Step in their carrer' is that symbolized the first part of life is ended

the calm, harmony, comfortable and flawless life comes to an ended

I have no idea though I want to work, to work in my desire way

Not controlled by anyone

but only my dream

 

The dreams I have mainly, if more accurate, almost, are totally too practical and simple

I dream I own a restaurant

I dream I have my own family

I dream I have a comfortable living and share with my family

...

hehe

......

I dream I bingo the Mark Six

I dream I can use the money to establish a Social Enterprise

I dream the Enterprise can grow bigger and bigger

I dream my business can help the poors

I dream

I

 

Dream may not bring you to destination

but Dream can give life power and faith

When you are frustrated for future

dream

Dream

You will find the answer

 

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Friend cannot be MADE

Friend can be gained by your heart

When your truly sincere is gone

friendship is gone

no matter you gone first or she gone first

 

when there's nothing

anything else is disguise

 

time never heals

wound heals by heart

 

when wound is being indifferent

scar will be formed

and bear in your deep mind

 

time never heals scar

though it is not painful

 

 


Wednesday, June 20, 2007

 

I haven't write any entry for decades...

Am I too lazy to write? I don't know, sometimes, I forget this diary.

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I don't know why I am afarid. Though I really do.

Should you have any change because of my selfishness? Of course not. 

But... I can't promise I won't be like this again...

May be I will change with time...

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Don't want to find summer job

because... hehe... I am so lazy

and because I am doing part time job all over the year,

I don't want my summer immersed in working place...

However, reality is reality.

no money no talk ar ma...

Must have to find something to do...

may be and best if part time job...

hehe... ultra lazy...

 


Wednesday, February 21, 2007

華華

          加油喔!!^^~



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